uselessness

[turnip-rage.livejournal.com]

[CLOSED to Tobias, and anyone who might pay them a visit... for whatever reason!]

[It was bad enough that Espio saw his own reality collapse as he was dragged out of and thrown into this world. His friends, family, and everyone were all dead, as far as he was aware, and he had no home to return to.

To see it all happening again, however... Time Compression had a cruel sense of humour, Espio was now convinced.

He had the opportunity to save everyone - he knew what was happening, he knew what could have stopped it, and he had people there to help. And he did his best! He really did! But... despite all his best efforts, it was all for nothing. Everything Espio had ever known before coming here was still gone. He just felt so... powerless. Useless. Alone, stranded on an alien world with just a handful of friends who had never even seen the Special Zone.

All of a sudden, it all just seemed so pointless. If he couldn't work for his home, his friends, his family... what was he working for? And what would happen to him should Time Compression send him back to the empty void that was once his home - would he die? Would he even have enough time to realise what was happening?

The unusually quiet and disheartened Espio was pretty much sticking to his room for now, only occasionally venturing out for a walk. He's not eaten for at least three days, is sleeping on and off, and - to take his mind off it - only occasionally flicking through a book. The most energy he's spent recently has been convincing Marco to eat.

It doesn't take a genius to realise that something's wrong For those who don't already know what happened, however, getting anything out of him would be a pain.]

002 - Hope [Action!]

[noras-boy.livejournal.com]

[He had no idea how long he'd been trapped in there, but thank god he was allowed out now. He had no idea what had caused him to get such an icky and debilitating disease but he was just praying and hoping he'd never have to deal with that ever again.

He reveled in the fresh air swamping around his nostrils. He moved towards his room, not that he could really call it that after not really spending much time there. He wanted to see everyone too.

He moves through the quad, he took his time, taking in the scenery again after such a long time. He smiles to himself and sits down on the bench he had the first time he'd come to the quad. He sighs and looks out over the quad.]

I should probably go and see Snow and Vanille and Serah... they were probably worried.

[He spoke aloud, not really taking much action on his words except to swing his feet lightly.]

[BBS/Action] She's tired of the old man dress

[dreamsofworlds.livejournal.com]

Does anyone know a good place to pick up clothes? I've seen so many different kinds with everyone here, and I'd like to get something new too. I haven't been out of Garden much because of my medication, so I'd appreciate any help.