[That last statement was a little shocking, even more so for its complete honesty. If she were to be honest as well, for a moment she did feel a wave of anger directed towards Karkat pass through her, but it left as quickly as it had come and she sighed, shoving her hands in her pockets.]

He knew too. He said goodbye to met before he went on his search. He knew what he was getting into and he still went because he wanted to try. It was still his decision. [and while a small part of her did feel some pride in that, how she wished he hadn't]

[she shook her head] You can blame yourself for asking him to go after Gamzee, you can blame Equius for not fighting back, hell, you can even blame me for gawking like a dumbass while it was all happening. But what is all this blaming going to accomplish?

Once Gamzee had lost it, there was no way things could have turned out perfectly.