It doesn't matter now. It didn't come to that and after everything that happened, it wouldn't have. Don't think too much about it.
[Is she trying to change the topic? Not really. She's thought about it and knows that now that won't happen, but back then, it might have. Not really something she wants to dwell on.]
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[Is she trying to change the topic? Not really. She's thought about it and knows that now that won't happen, but back then, it might have. Not really something she wants to dwell on.]